yeya baby !!
exams are over and now its finally time to PARTAAYYYYYYYY :) !!!!
omgg . cant believe we've all survived through the exams...=D ! hehehe .

well majority of people finished today ... BUT I FINISHED YDAYY =D ! i was sooo happy :) literally started laughing at anything !

OH BEFORE I CONTINUE...I WOULD JUST LIKE TO WISH ANDREA WONG A BIGGGGGGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D !!! getting old now ;) dw .. ____ would still love yu :) ! cause he's older :D
HAHAHA I JOKE DEARRRRRRR <3

mmm ! well today for andreas bdae..we went to ewood park :D everyone went after their chem exam { which i hope they allll went well in :) } but i went at like..1:30-ish since i was at hornsby buying my darling new babys - MY PUMA HI TOPS <3 well it's actually from my group since they provided me with the $$ for my bdae :) THANK YOUUUU <3 HAHAHA

well at the park, there was food, laughter, fun, dizzy-ness, drinks and CAKE =D !! the best bit ;) ! ahahahha !
oh and secrets --" ! THAT ONLY A FEW PEOPLE AND I DONT KNOW ABT !!
how horrible right ?

now that exams are over, it means we have work exp next week ! cant wait . hope it'll be fun and everyone enjoys their place thingy :) !
and after work exp..is..yep..yu got it :D HOLIDAYS BABYYY <3
this ones the last one we're gnna have for a year where we can relax, have fun and DO WHATEVER since hsc is coming around...very..soon :( !
so guys ! yu know what that means ? WE ALL GOTTA MEET UP AND HAVE FUN !

well that's all for now :) ! i cbb to write more :L ! ahahaha .
fee can fill yu in for the things i've missed out :D !

loveeeeeeeeeex

Another day gone just like that..
my oh my oh my. just got home from hell.
extention math was a bitch. fucked it up. already know that i lost at least 6 marks so my max percentage wud be... lets see 84% == then theres all those stupid mistakes. shit bro.

anyhowww. im just blogging cause havent in a while (nor has alice wong -hinthint-) and also cause i dont want to study for my examss. i love my relationship with procrastination ;) kekekee.
my goddd. kill me now. still got eco business and chemistry and even better, after chemistry got a tutor exam to study for. FMLLL! this is so gay. omgg. == can't wait till thursday NIGHT though, once tutor exam is over i`ll be so happy that i dnoo, words wont be able to describe how happy i am :) !

and some people are so lucky :( either no more exams, 1 more or whateverrrr. grrr. stuff you all ;o

OMG! rents coming home on wednesday. man so used to being home by myself without rents now. dont really want them home so soon now xD at least after the holidays ;) that`d be excellent :D keke ! but then again i want my adidas jacket that mummy got me :) ! so i suppose theres good and bad to everything.

and finally. I MISS YOU JAY PARK ♥ too bad 2pm has continued being a 6 group :( gna miss him so bad.
2pm will never be the same without jay. its not even 2pm anymore, more like 1:59, missing one.
"6-member group, dubbed 1:59 PM by some fans" sigh :(
I LOVE JAYPARK ♥

hahahahaa. i laugh at my life right now.
i never knew so much cud happen in one week. it amazes me.
its amazing what people can do and keep doing it. im really amazed at that.
how do they do it without feeling the slightest bit guilty.
i dont understand... how does this world work?!

i can't take in so much in one week. its too much for me.
why make my life difficult? its not the first time you`ve made me drown in my own tears okay. enough is enough. i honestly dont know how you can continue on? do you really like seeing me in misery?!?! started all on saturday then ending.. wait hasnt ended... my bad. but this will be the last time im going to think about all this. it doesnt matter what happens, life moves on.
exams coming up. why shud i get affected from this ? i shouldnt let it get to me. exams are my first priority. not you.

but yes. i dont have many i can trust right now. no let me rephrase that. i dont know WHO to trust.
i am amazed from what you have done. you have broken even friendships for me. thanks a lot.

but i am so glad theres always my church (L) love you all. just being with you guys make me feel like there are no problems. lets me forget about everything else in the world. it just makes me happy and im so glad it does (L)

you dont scare me. dont you worry. but i want you to know. you have done something wrong. you should know deep down you have. i know your not going to admit it. i`ll even say that i`ve done something wrong but who hasnt ? who hasn't done something wrong in the past.

oh, almost forgot. i also thank whoever has been there for me till now and still supporting me. i just thank you for just being there and comforting me. even though you can't do much about it its already enough to have you there encouraging me. i dont want anyone else involved in this so dont do anything please.

i apologize to mk right now. im so sorry for ruining your day. i know you can say "it doesnt matter" and "not your fault" but deep down do you really feel that way ? i know you dont so im sorry. i know you just dont want me to worry. who wouldnt be upset if it happened on someones birthday. And im sorry for causing everyone trouble because of one person. no, apologies over the internet arent acceptable. but i have said sorry to mk in real life but i just want to say that it is partially my fault and i feel deeply regretful.

i hate these things happening. i hate seeing these things happen. but i can't do anything unless the other party plays their part too. go ahead use my blog as an excuse yea ? i dont know how your going to but go ahead USE IT. DO IT. but what im saying right now is 100% what i feel now. and im not doing this for sympathy points thanks. i just want YOU to know how i feel right now. i dont need people's sympathy just because im shoving all this on the internet, this cud be all fake of course. but i dont fake it. im not as good actresses as some. sorry.

i dont know why you chose that day to cause trouble, i dont know why you think its "fun", i dont know why you like to cause all this to happen. i just dont know.

let's just say. im confused.

p.s. 2PM isn't 2PM without jaebeom <3

♥fee

hello fellow readers :D
kekkee. highly doubt anyone actually reads this but whateverrr :L

ONE MORE WEEK TILL YEARLIES BEGINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
how depressing. im so totally screwed for them like no joke..
oh well. i`ll just hope for the best, hopefully a miracle will happen :D (don't put my hopes down)

omggg. i want to go to europe. i really want to go. yet im stuck here in australia while parents decide to go for themselves :( why cant they take me with themmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :(
taking me means i can have fun + i can dog yearlies :D
that`d be lovely (Y) and they`re first stop is hk first... great TT"

so while im stuck here they get to have fun.. oh well lifes unfair. ill just have to deal with it.

so yearlies.. well at least i have 3 days off i suppose and no more than 1 exam a day :) so thats a positive side of things. then afta yearlies we have work experienceeeeeee! its retarded how we changed it when we were suppose to do it in year10.. but i suppose its a nice way to finish off last week of school (Y)

and i can not wait till holidays begin. can't they just come like right now ? seriously.

lmao. laters x